I think this is a very fair statement from our friend Thomas - my disposable income is stretched to bare minimum these days and I'm more interested in funnelling money into my mortgage than buying noise tapes so I have to be really picky about my discretionary income. Living in a world offset by a perfectly curated social media feed it's hard to remember what's important. I drive a 20 year old car because I simply do not feel that a new fancy car is a worthy luxury but everything is a trade off.
I also know that having released many tapes and records of my different projects as well as for others as well as the zine, I'm never going to feel resentful if someone doesn't have the means or even want to spring for whatever it is I'm selling. I get that! I struggle with wanting to support my friends projects and labels, and then struggle with the boxes of tapes I simply don't have time to listen to (because I need to work to pay for the tapes! What a cycle! Cue the Dystopia bass line).... quite frankly everything I buy these days has to be a banger and no foolin'! I used to feel really guilty if I passed over something but now I can't justify the expense of many things and I simply can't (and won't) feel guilty about it. My gas bill went up 40% since this time last year and everyone is struggling with the higher cost of food.